My Heart Has Been

My heart has been missing
Hiding from me in crafty ways
Afraid I'd break it
Or let it be held by someone clumsy
It has warned me of dangers
Imagined, in reality, blurred between
Shaking in terror
On anxious legs it hobbles out
I lift it up to you
And it shivers as you embrace it
Warming it in your hands
Letting it feel the rhythms of yours
My heart smiles and calms
Leans in toward you
And wonders why it ran away


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