Reconciliation

How do I reconcile my unhappiness
With my happiness
When both seem so consistent
So
Persistent?
How do I reconcile my depression
With my joyfulness
When both have become
Part
Of me?
Why do I mourn the death
Of my twenty-year marriage
As I celebrate the birth
Of new opportunities
Of a type of freedom?
Mourning and celebrating
As yesterday became today
And today becomes tomorrow
One day forward
One more step
It all keeps going
No matter what I do
No matter who I am
No matter how I am


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